Adrenalina pura instead of love.

That first kiss... that forbidden first kiss, with that forbidden person, in that secret place that only they know, in that perfect moment when nobody else cares.

Life is to short

Y eso es lo entretenido de la vida... life goes on! n u gotta keep up with the rithm. Y si no es una puerta, será otra =) So at the end, nothing really matter, just have fun n live ur life al maximo!

No juzgo a las personas por sus errores... Pero tienen que pagar por ellos.

La vida muchas veces avanza a un ritmo ke pocas personas son capaces de llevar, por lo general no me agrada tener un corazon de roca para la mayoria de las cosas, pero ser fria un 80 o kizas 90% del dia me ayuda a seguirle el paso a la vida y a las situaciones ke esta me hace pasar... En fin, casi siempre, la vida te da sorpresas y debes ser capaz de recibirlas con una gran sonrisa, o de otro modo viviras amargado constantemente.

...Un salud por la vida ke es una perra en su maxima expresion de bitchness y aun asi la kiero...

Pride And Prejudice (L).II

Mr. Darcy: Miss Elizabeth. I have struggled in vain and I can bear it no longer. These past months have been a torment. I came to Rosings with the single object of seeing you... I had to see you. I have fought against my better judgment, my family's expectations, the inferiority of your birth by rank and circumstance. All these things I am willing to put aside and ask you to end my agony.
Elizabeth Bennet: I don't understand.
Mr. Darcy: I love you. Most ardently. Please do me the honor of accepting my hand.
Elizabeth Bennet: Sir, I appreciate the struggle you have been through, and I am very sorry to have caused you pain. Believe me, it was unconsciously done.
Mr. Darcy: Is this your reply?
Elizabeth Bennet: Yes, sir.
Mr. Darcy: Are you... are you laughing at me?
Elizabeth Bennet: No.
Mr. Darcy: Are you *rejecting* me?
Elizabeth Bennet: I'm sure that the feelings which, as you've told me have hindered your regard, will help you in overcoming it.
Mr. Darcy: Might I ask why, with so little endeavor at civility, I am thus repulsed?
Elizabeth Bennet: And I might as well enquire why, with so evident a design of insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me against your better judgment.
Elizabeth Bennet: If I was uncivil, then that is some excuse. But I have other reasons, you know I have.
Mr. Darcy: What reasons?
Elizabeth Bennet: Do you think anything might tempt me to accept the hand of the man who has ruined, perhaps for ever, the happiness of a most beloved sister? Do you deny that you separated a young couple who loved each other, exposing your friend to censure of the world for caprice and my sister to derision for disappointed hopes, involving them both in misery of the acutest kind?
Mr. Darcy: I do not deny it.
Elizabeth Bennet: How could you do it?
Elizabeth Bennet: Do you deny it, Mr.Darcy? That you seperated a young couple who loved each other, exposing your friend to the censure world of caprice and *my sister* to derision and dissapointed hopes, involving them both in acute misery of the worst kind and...
Mr. Darcy: I do not deny it.
Elizabeth Bennet: How could you do it?
Mr. Darcy: Because I believed your sister was indifferent.
Elizabeth Bennet: Indifferent?
Mr. Darcy: I observed them most carefully and realized his attachment was far deeper than hers.
Elizabeth Bennet: That's because she's shy!
Mr. Darcy: Bingley to was modestly persuaded that she didn't feel strongly.
Elizabeth Bennet: Because you suggested it!
Mr. Darcy: I did it for his own good!
Elizabeth Bennet: My sister hardly shows her true feelings to me.
[silence]
Elizabeth Bennet: I suppose his... fortune had some bearing?
Mr. Darcy: No, believe me I wouldn't do your sister the dishonour it was just merely suggested...
Elizabeth Bennet: What was?
Mr. Darcy: [pause] It was clear that an advantageous marriage would be the worst option possible...
Elizabeth Bennet: Did my sister give that impression?
Mr. Darcy: No! No, there was, however, the matter of your family...
Elizabeth Bennet: Our want of connection? Mr.Bingley did not seem to object...
Mr. Darcy: No, it was more than that.
Elizabeth Bennet: How, sir?
Mr. Darcy: It was the lack of propriety shown by your mother, your three younger sisters, and even, on the occasion, your father.
[thunder clash, Elizabeth is hurt]
Mr. Darcy: Forgive me. You and your sister I must exclude from this.
Elizabeth Bennet: And what about Mr.Wickham?
Mr. Darcy: Mr.Wickham?
Elizabeth Bennet: What excuse can you give for your behavior toward him? He told of his misfortunes and yet you treat him with sarcasm.
Mr. Darcy: So this is your opinon of me? Thank you for explaining so fully. Perhaps these offences might have been had your pride
Elizabeth Bennet: My pride?
Mr. Darcy: ...in admitting scruples about our relationship. Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your circumstances?
[they look at each other for a long time as though about to kiss]
not been hurt by scruples about our relationship. Am to rejoice in the inferiority of your recent circumstances?
Elizabeth Bennet: And those are the words of a gentleman? From the first moment I met you your aroggance and conceit and your selfish disdain for the feelings of other made me realize that you are the last man in the world I could ever be prevailed upon to marry.
Mr. Darcy: Forgive me, madam, for taking up so much of your time.

Pride and Prejudice (L)

"...You must know... surely, you must know it was all for you. You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on. "



Freaking loooove this movie, freaking love Darcy! I want one!! xD Amo la banda sonoraa mas ke todoo.

Analogías del Agro.

Puedes comer hamburguesas durante años... y no serán malas, Pero una vez que pruebas el filete, ya no hay vuelta atrás. Simple.

: l

...Me conoces y no se porke, yo no me muestro, pero aun asi miras mis ojos y sabes lo que pienso. Eres la conciencia que muchas veces me abandona. Desde ke nos juntamos no nos hemos separado, y desde ahi has estado SIEMPRE. Somos TAN diferentes pero aun asi nos complementamos. Eres pequeña pero cada vez ke tengo problemas, las cosas ke me dices tienen una sabiduria ke me asombra...

Y tu... toda una vida llendo por caminos paralelos, siempre con wena onda... Hasta ke la vida se encargo de juntarnos. Coincidimos en que nuestras adolecencias fueron similares, compartimos muchos gustos y tenemos historias similares. Valoro el ke me aguantes y me entiendas, y desde ese entonces compartimos una infinidad de buenos momentos... Me entiendes, me escuxas, pero sobre todo me soportas. U r my sunshine... my only sunshine, y absolutamente u make me happy when skys are gray =)

Gracias por aceptarme en sus vidas! no saben lo importantes ke son para mi!

en Fin I (L) u both!


Ps. Si creo ke es un momento mamon... pero bueeee si las kiero puee xD
Ps2 Sunny! amo tus risotadas... Siempre me alegran el dia (xk ia no me sikoseo con ke son por mi xD)
Ps3 Shori! amo tus abrazos... Siempre me hacen sentir mejor ^^

Un abrazo, un suspiro, un beso en la mejilla y una última mirada hacia atras mientras me alejaba sabiendo que esa, quizas, sería la última vez que lo vería...

"Razon y piel... Dificil mezcla. Agua y sed... Serio problema."

(x.X)

Al final la mejor filosofia de vida es no complicarce... Vive tranquilo, vive feliz mientras puedas! al cuerno con las otras personas, vive por ti, disfruta para ti. Es un pensamiento un poco egoista, pero ke vaah! si al final no puedes satisfacer a todo el mundo y a ti mismo a la vez! so lets enjoy bitches!

I dont wanna share... I wont. Fin

:L

Mañana me punzan el kiste ke tengo en la tiroide... Tengo miedo del dolor, tengo miedo del resultado, no me da miedo morir, pero si me aterra la idea de vivir enferma y peor aun vivir enferma, sola. :/ Pasará lo que tenga que pasar, espero tener buena suerte alguna vez.

So so so Fucked up

Its Time to... I really dont know what to do... i know that this isnt good for me, but in the other hand I wanna believe that anything is posible. The circumtances are so mess up, this is getting...no this is already fuck up, and its not because of me. I became part of a pretty ruined history and I dont know what to do, because some feelings are involve now. I like this boy, i wanna be there as a friend to help him to get out to this situation, But the question is if he wants me there. He´s still involve with if previous fiancee, and the drama there, is bigger than what we have until now... So the question is, Should I keep going on this mess up situation, putting my feelings away just to help this boy, that already take a part of my heart (as a friend of course), or Should I take myself off the picture and let him handle his own troubles... I Really dont know what to do.

The history is pretty fucked up... I hate when people get involve in my life without me wanting to... so thats the case now... in this history there´s to many people participating and I really hate it. Im used to handle my life almost alone... and here there is to many opinions non asked... and in the end even do I dont know exactly what to do... Im doing something... and Im doing it on my own.

Kiero escribir... pero no puedo, demaciadas cosas como para redactar algo inteligible...

Melomania!

Y asi una vez mas la musica ke escuxo toma otro sentido! canciones ke no conocia me hacen pensar que todo es posible, y canciones que me encantaban ahora las siento mias =) Amo la musica, más aún cuando tan increiblemente describen lo que vivo y ambientan las situaciones para convertirlas en perfectas

Pueden leer y KAOS o creer lo que somos.

Me obligaste a despertar, me llamas, cuelgas! te llamo, se corta! ke pasa? creo ke no lo entiendo... Ella publica cosas en su muro... dedicadas a ti! no pretendo competir, porke se ke perderia. Decidi jugarmela y se ke saldre herida. Las dudas se incrementan, me usas? espero que no... no se si lo soportaría... Mi pecho se aprieta, siento ganas de llorar como nunca. Primera vez... Es desagradable Solo me gustas, pero no estoy acostumbrada a perder. No se que hacer! mejor me pego un tiro...


Te despierto... crisis! help me :/
Trayecto vacio, sentido con fines de sobra, adrenalina como siempre, es lo bueno...
llamas cuando llego y me calmo, por fin te vere, no hay porque preocuparse, el mundo puede ser nuestro si estamos juntos, la conversa en el quepar es de horas, por fin se fue crisis y reina calma en mi, narcoticos no fueron necesarios...
Tengo tu atencion y tu consejo... te mereces un oscar mas que un Javier... somos! te creo y tu a mi, pase lo que pase y pese a quien le pese voy a estar ahi por que cuando te necesite despertaste y fiuste por mi... escusas sobraran si de escucharte se trata.

Bullshit!

Toda una vida evitando dramas... y he aqui, hoy mi vida se complica por tomar deciciones apresuradamente. No kiero mentir y decidi que no lo haré. Estoy harta de andar tiritona por hacer esto. Con un no miembro? no hubo drama... La gente no se mete, Mormones? Gosh! pueblo chico, infierno grande. Gracias a el sabio consejo de personas que realmente se preocupan por mi! y la aplicacion de un criterio agrónomo, he decidido, solucionar el drama de raiz, quemar el campo, y esperar a que este listo para sembrar otra vez.

¬¬

Como es de esperarce, todo se enreda, se mal interpreta, se cruzan las lineas. Una joda ahora me siento mal por partida doble...

Y como lo dirira Koko Stambuck... Dime en ke momento paso... ahora solo escuxo música mamona y lucho contra lo que esta pasando. Complicidad? creo ke es algo más que eso, Aún así igual tengo miedo de muchas cosas. Pero no seguiré viviendo mi vida llena de arrepentimiento por cosas que NO hice, ya es suficiente. Llegó la hora de arriesgarse y sufrir.

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El quizo irse, ella dejo que el se fuera... y el se fue. Kien lo diria